Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Dad's gone - day 10

Jace and I made the journey to visit my folks in Wray. It's about 2 1/2 hours from our house to here. It is exactly 20 minutes to long for Jace. The last few times we have made the drive he starts to loose it at Eckley.
Today as I rounded to corner into Yuma (30 min. to go) I said a little prayer and held my breath. We made it through Yuma with no red light challenges. I could hear Jace moving around in his seat. Accelerating out of Yuma I set the cruise control just a little faster than it was before. I was pushing the speed limit pretty hard but rationalizing that any officer to stop a frantic looking mom with a crying baby would probably cut some slack. A truck pulled onto the highway 1/4 mile ahead of me. Crap, that's going to slow me down cause I'm a chicken when it comes to passing trucks. Luckily this truck picks a speed that causes me no trouble. We make it to Eckley (15 min. to go). Glancing into the back seat I can see Jace lift his head trying to sit up out of the car seat. He is still quiet but definitely getting anxious. We make it to the little rest stop that is always closed (10 min. to go). I start to relax and sing along with the CD that's playing. That was what set him off. I suspect he didn't realize I was right there next to him. He starts wailing! I try to talk to him. "It's ok baby, we are almost to Grandma's house. You can get out and play soon. Your OK." He crys harder. I grit my teeth and let him cry. I hate this. Finally, we pull into my parent's driveway. Jace has calmed a little the last couple minutes were just moaning and sniffling. I park the car and jump in the back seat totally expecting red eyes and a red face, wet with tears. No. There is one tear on his cheek and he gives me a huge smile. He is fine. I'm exhausted.

In the end it is worth it because it is fun being here. Jace spent most of the rest of the day playing with Grandma Joy and Grandpa Doug.
Today's photo: Jace with the basketball. (Grandpa was rolling it to him)

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Dad's gone - day 9

When Joel is gone I feel like I'm holding my breath. Its like I just have to go through all the motions for a few days (in this case almost 2 weeks) and when he gets home my real life can start again. I'm getting pretty good at filling up the days and pushing through but it just doesn't seem like this time counts. Nothing else has stopped or slowed down, just me.

Today's photo: We were just playing in the living room. He is a super cute little dude.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Dad's gone - day 8

Happy Birthday Don!
Today was Uncle Don's birthday so in addition to our usual Monday night dinner we were celebrating. Jessica made two egg less cakes: chocolate with chocolate frosting and yellow with cream cheese frosting. They were yummy. The kids had fun feeding Jace Cheerios and trying to make him laugh. Jace had fun doing a little "walking" with Grandma Elaine and Aunt Jessica.
Jace & I spent most of the day at home. It was very cold and snowing.
Today's photo: Mommy & Jace in the nursery.

steppin' practice with Aunt Jessica

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Dad's gone - day 7

Today's photo: playing ball at Grandma's house after Church

Learning to eat Cheerios

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Dad's gone - day 6

The little green radio toy has a "Yee-haw antenna feature". Today Jace figured out how to push the antenna. So I heard Yeeeeeeeee-Haaaaaw!!!! over and over and over.

Jace also loves to play with the remote control. When we arrived home this evening, after a long visit to Grandma's house, the 2006 Oscar broadcast was on the TV. I was pretty tiered so it took me a minute to figure out Jace had left the VCR running all afternoon. He is a busy guy.